Changes

I was aware that life throws you curve balls. What I wasn't aware of is how many and how fast you can really recover and make the best out of those situations. In the past two months my life has done a complete 180. And to be completely honest I didn't think I had it in me to deal with any of it. I always seem to underestimate my own power and determination. Well not any longer!! I am back in life! I have grabbed ahold of my own life reigns and decided that I and I alone will make the decisions from here on out. I mean why not? I am completely capable of doing it... right? RIGHT! So in the past two months I've gotten back into the workforce, reconnected with old friends, made new friends, started to go out and enjoy life and even took a mini weekend vacation! I mean that might not sound like a lot to anyone else but for me it is like I have just started living my adult years. Making a conscience effort to live and let live, to be happy and enjoy what I have and focus on getting what I want and realizing that it is all possible! For the first time ever I am excited about what the future has to offer and that makes my soul soar. I am in love with life and who I am and who I am growing to be. I am ready to take it all on and be happy without any excuses. Because ultimately I am in control of my own destiny and I will accept nothing but the best. As I sit here in a coffee shop and watch the snow lightly fall over the city I feel light hearted and confident that the future is going to hold vast new opportunities and surprises. All of which I will accept with open arms!